when i listen to the song Savin' Me by Nickleback, it just brings thoughts of both sorrow and happiness. i dont know. it reminds me of how hurt you used to be. that you didnt even want to reply my message. well, old story. but i'm so scared that the past might repeat itself. how am i to face it then? will i still be strong enough and continue from where i stopped, with all these emotions stuck in me? who will be there to help me get up?
but it brings me the happy thoughts of how close we are, currently.


im gonna complete my SP5a-f homework by this week. i promise. and i shall complete all the mindmaps for science by this week too. and complete revisions as soon as possible.
and i have to remember that i need to keep some time for my organ piece. i mean, damn. i still have loads to brush up on.

i really think i should go get the url of the gays' blog. i mean, you guys should REALLY read it. hahaha(: you'll laugh till you roll on the floor :D